Healing – Lotus & Phoenix

Are We Doing It wrong?

June 11, 2024 Elizabeth

One of the most common issues that people bring to the healing/growing process is, “What am I doing wrong? How have others managed to make good/stable/happy lives, but my life is kind of a mess?” Often we have a sense that if we could do something better or differently, or if we could just be a better or different person, then our lives would not be so hard or messy.

It turns out that it isn’t you. Despite what it might seem like from casual conversation or social media, things are kind of a mess for most people. Your mess and stress and problems are not because you are doing something wrong or something is wrong with you, but it is because we live in a world that isn’t set up for peace, well-being, connection, joy, or physical and emotional health. A significant part of the process of healing, growing, or making progress toward what you are longing for is learning, at a deep level, nothing is wrong with you and you aren’t somehow uniquely bad at doing life.

How do we do this?

The first thing to know is that there are multiple paths to the sort of life you are longing for. There is no one right way to do this. You might try something, it won’t work, and need to readjust and explore another path. It is a process of learn-as-you-go.

The second thing to know is that there are no easy answers. If someone tells you, “If only you do [this thing], then things will get better,” be skeptical. The process of healing, growing, and figuring out life is complex and has a lot of layers. You cannot meditate, work out, work hard, or pray enough to get the life you are longing for.

Third, you can’t do this on your own. We are wired for connection to other people. We know that even in the womb and in our earliest weeks, months, and years of life, our brain and sense of self forms based on our relationship with our caregivers. (See Attachment in Psychotherapy for some great summaries of this research). Our relationships in childhood and adulthood shape who we are and how we feel. We need healthy, strong, trusting, and caring relationships in order to make progress toward healing. This can be with friends, family, members of a religious community, neighbors, as well as with your therapist or a support group. Finding these people can be hard, but it is possible over time.

Fourth, the journey toward feeling that something is not fundamentally wrong with you, or that you are not somehow uniquely bad at doing life, is an iterative process. That is, we make some progress, then things are hard again. We improve in one area, we are struggling more in an other. There is no end to the path of making this world and our lives closer to what we are longing for. Just because it is still hard and you’re not all better, doesn’t mean you’re doing it wrong. Healing and growth are not linear processes.

Finally, try being curious and gentle with your challenges. If being hard on yourself worked, we would be all better by now. Rather than telling yourself that you aren’t doing enough, or good enough, try to take a step back and be curious. Think of your most loving caregiver, teacher, or relative and imagine how they might respond to someone struggling, and see if you can imagine what it would be like to approach yourself with the same level of compassion, care, and support.

I know most people try hard
to do good and find out too late
they should have tried softer.
― Andrea Gibson, You Better Be Lightening

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Book Review – The Untethered Soul: The Journey Beyond Yourself

April 6, 2024June 11, 2024 Elizabeth

The book offers rather dramatic promises: that it “will transform your relationship with yourself and the world around you,” and “with perfect clarity,” it will open “the door to a life lived in the freedom of your innermost being.” Not only did this book fail to deliver on its overstated promises, as a psychotherapist, I found the teachings in the book to be potentially harmful.

The main refrain of the book is the author telling the reader that if you just see things differently, learn to let go, and recognize the reality of things, you’ll be much happier. He explicitly states that you can never have any problems again, ever, if you just try hard enough and do the right things (as outlined in this book). He suggests,

Don’t allow events to leave impressions inside of you. If you find yourself thinking about them later on, just let go.

According to the author, if you do this enough, you will reach a state of peace and flow, and “once you reach this state, you will never have to worry about anything ever again.”

It is true that there are probably a few helpful ideas within this book, if you decontextualize them from overall argument. Yes, it is true that it is possible to change how we understand things. Yes, it is possible to develop new patterns of thinking. Yes, it is possible to rearrange what is important to us. But this is not a matter of just deciding to do these things, and, for many, such shifts are incredibly difficult, and incremental over a lifetime.

Yet, rather than provide some possibilities of how we might make shifts in our thought patterns or priorities, the author repeatedly makes sweeping statements about dramatic changes that people should make, minimizing the effort, support, resources, and time that this takes most people.

Further, the author does not acknowledge any of the last several decades of research on the ways that childhood trauma and neglect profoundly shape our capacity for self-love, healthy relationships, or psychological well-being, or how people do or should handle loss or grief or trauma. The brain simply is not capable of preventing “events” in our life or history from “leaving lasting impressions inside” of us as the author suggests we should do. This is, in fact, a central part of what it means to be human: to have a memory, to experience life and be shaped by it.

Likewise, the author belies a complete misunderstanding of addiction and how it works neurologically, medically, and socially. He notes, “The way you stop smoking is to stop putting cigarettes in your mouth. All the other techniques are just ways that you think will help. But the bottom line is, all you have to do is stop putting cigarettes in your mouth. If you do this, it’s guaranteed that you will stop smoking.” This is not only simplistic and naive, but for those who struggle with addiction, it is harmful because it implies that addressing addiction is simple, clear, and a matter of will. It risks increasing the sense of shame and failure for those who struggle to recover from addition, which then makes recovery all the more challenging.

At its best, this book is the equivalent of your well-meaning uncle who tells you over Thanksgiving dinner, when he founds out that you are struggling with profound depression after husband left you, that if you would just cheer up and realize things are not as bad as they seem and appreciate the good in your life then you will feel better. Yet, there is a reason that your uncle does not publish books of his well-meaning advice. It is because it hurts when someone offers simple solutions to your complex problems and implies that you could recover if you were only willing to do the right things. This is, at once, insulting and counterproductive.

The answer this author presents to the parent whose child has died of cancer is that this is only a problem because they see it as a problem – that it is a problem that they have created in their mind.

This author tells the person who is suffering from PTSD after being sexually assaulted that they should “just let go.”

Why has this book sold so many copies? Because we desperately want to believe that the complex problems of existence have simple solutions. We want to believe that we can do it on our own: just don’t put a cigarette in your mouth. Just don’t think about the thing in your past that upsets you. Just decide to be happy. Singer himself has clearly been drawn in by the siren song of individual effort and simplistic explanations for the chaos of our world. But, if it were so simple, we would not need to pay Singer $14.95 for his repetitive promises of salvation via better thinking and individual effort.

My overall concerns with the book can be summed up in this lovely little piece of wisdom from p. 92: “It is actually possible to never have another problem for the rest of your life.” It demonstrates that this author’s take is, “If you just see things differently [as I am explaining them to you] things will be fine.”

Such a claim ultimately has profoundly concerning consequences for people who are struggling with depression, grief, loss, or trauma because the implication is that if you are still hurting or miserable, it is because YOU are not looking at things right or doing the right things. For people who are struggling with PTSD, severe mental illness, grief, loss, racism or sexism, terminal illness, war and displacement, hunger and poverty, the loss of a child, or an out of order death, just to name a few issues, this is not only helpful, but it doubles down on blaming those who are suffering. You could stop this if you would do the right things and try hard enough.

This is an irresponsible book. There are ways to suggest that people might learn to see things differently, that they might change thought patterns, habits, or perspectives in ways that are helpful or beneficial. There are rich spiritual and intellectual traditions that emphasize the importance of non-attachment and how we can shift our mindsets. But this book goes far beyond this, suggesting that you need not ever have another worry again and that this is just a matter of effort and mindset. Those who try this and inevitably fail are thus left to conclude that something is indeed wrong with them that they cannot do the clear and simple things outlined in this book that are so matter of fact and, according to the author, so readily available to everyone.

Let us continue to remind each other that the path to healing will not be simple. It need not be something you do alone. It will not be easy or clear or the same for everyone. Anyone who tells you different is selling something.

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How do I translate what I know to what I do or how I feel?

May 4, 2023February 13, 2024 Elizabeth

Very often, when we encounter a problem, it is helpful to read more about that problem so that we can try to better address it. This is true with practical issues: How do I fix the clog in my sink? How do I change the ringtone on my phone? It is also true with emotional and interpersonal issues: How do I feel less depressed? How can I improve my marriage? How do I procrastinate less?

In many cases, practical guidance can help us learn how to improve or fix the problem we are facing. But, sometimes, particularly when it comes to our emotional and relational life, knowing something doesn’t actually translate to improving the issue at hand.

What do we do when we know what the problem is, but we cannot translate this into what we do or how we feel? I know I should work out, but I don’t. I know that my parent’s harsh words are about their own insecurity and not me, but it still makes me feel badly. I know I shouldn’t date people based on “potential,” but I keep doing it anyway.

There is, of course, no simple answer to this. But there are a few things that can help get us started.

1. You are not doing something wrong. This is a fundamental struggle of the human condition. If it was easy to translate knowledge about a problem into what we do or how we feel, there would be few people struggling at all. When we shame ourselves for not being able to do this well or as quickly or as easily as we want, we actually make the problem worse. Occasionally, shame can change behaviors in the short-term, but it will make things worse in the long-term. You’ll be able to address your problem better if you show understanding and patience to yourself.

2. Understand how brains work. The limbic system is one part of the brain and it is in charge of instinct, safety, survival, and basic emotions such as fear, pleasure, or anger. It helps us to control things such as hunger, sex drive, and our flight, fawn, and fight responses. The prefrontal cortex is the more rational part of the brain that helps us to weigh information, think through complex problems, and plan for the long-term. We often imagine that our logical, thinking self (driven by our prefrontal cortex) is “running the show” for us, but there is a lot of evidence that humans overestimate how much power the prefrontal cortex has over our actions and feelings. It turns out that our limbic system has a strong influence on what we do and how we feel. Thus, one part of translating what we know into what we do and how we feel is to find ways to connect with or “speak to” the limbic part of our brain that is concerned with visceral, basic issues of safety (physical and emotional), human connection (which has been important evolutionarily for survival), pleasure, hunger, and fear. Often our limbic system is feeling scared, protective, angry, seeking pleasure, or being hypervigilant in ways that defy what we “know” in our prefrontal cortex. Pay attention to your visceral responses to things, the underlying feelings and resistances that are seeking ways to create comfort, safety, or to give voice to parts of you that might feel irrational but are there and need to be processed and released. When we meet our foundational needs, we are better able to put our prefrontal cortex to good use.

3. Ask how your history has shaped you. Very often, patterns we experience as children shape our habits, instincts, and ways of relating to others as adults. Our childhood experiences shape our limbic system in profound ways. Often, we struggle to translate what we know to how we feel or what we do when childhood patterns, experiences, or ways of relating to others are unconsciously interfering with what we know (in our prefrontal cortex) to be the behavior or feelings we would want. Now that we are grown-ups, we ask ourselves how we might shift and change the strategies we developed as children for safety, protection, and connection. It is time to develop some new and healthier strategies.

4. Get help. Very often, our culture tells us that we can figure things out if we just try hard enough, read enough, research enough, or plan enough. But it turns out, we are not designed to do human life on our own. Often we need help. Finding a psychotherapist that you connect with, or supportive friends and family, or a doctor or alternative practitioner can help you address some of the ways your knowledge/mind is disconnected from your practices and feelings.

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